i had a really bad week it was just like complete shit i mean i got aa whole bunch of shit i have to do and i got like work everyday and i got so much freaking schoolwork i got to deal with its just such a pain in the ass i would really like to think that i can handle it and i would like to say i can take on the responsibility and all that but i dont know man somwtimes i feel like i really cant cause its just like really hard sometimes and you know what sucks alot is like when you have to sit back and think about all that stuff and you like realize that you have close to know freedom at all and that kind of stuff just really hits home sometimes